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BooBear

 

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Six Feet Under
When life is nothing but a diabolic road leading nowhere,
When day turns to night, white to black, roses to thorns,
When the world is a designated waiting area for those suffering�
I turn to you, my only salvation.

When gray clouds roll in and permanently locate themselves over me,
When friends and family disappear into infinity,
When nothing makes me happy�
I turn to you, my only salvation.

When life is stale and has no meaning,
When every day becomes forceful and robotic,
When the familiar faces dissolve, leaving me here all alone�
I turn to you, my only salvation.


Just my emotions I guess, my thoughts, emotions all thrown into like what.. 12 verses? -_-
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PostWed Nov 12, 2003 12:05 pm
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BooBear

 

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Hey Dad

This is your wake up call!
My last attempt at trying to make you see,
How distance we've become...

Do you remember, when;
We used to sit in that one couch, meant for one person.
I got my first cat, and named him Garfield.
We used to play tickle war before bedtime.
I hope you remember, because those were some good times!

Every good thing has an end, I hoped this one didn't.
I'm nearly all grown up now, and for the last year...
I've felt as though I've lost you.

Isolated and ignored, is what I am now,
And all I wanted was a father and to be loved.
I'm sorry if I'm not what you had expected,
But I am myself, and that should be enough.
I've always tried to make you proud, proud to be MY father.
Leaving you notes saying 'I love you, Daddy!'

Guess that wasn't enough, I'm sorry...
What more do you want from me? I can't be perfect,
If there's one thing you must remember, is that I love you,
And all I want in return, is to be loved.


(guess it's just what I've told my dad over and over.. but he doesn't listen.. and I'm just getting frustrated.. and been crying a lot lately.. so I decided to write something ..)
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PostMon Jun 14, 2004 3:35 pm
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BooBear, I can sooooo relate to your poem.. Me and my dad are so distant too Frown He used to take me and my sister to amusement parks all across Europe, thats not important, but yeah, for me it was, it would be just me, him and my sister, and now, there's like no relationship anymore, we've grown apart.. He only talk about business, work, having enough money, bla bla bla, all that crap, when I really just care about being happy..

I dont like to talk about it though, but I guess what I'm trying to say is that I know how you must feel Hug And I wish you all the luck, hopefully you and you're dad will get a better relationship again Wink
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PostMon Jun 14, 2004 4:44 pm
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Hmm...yeah I get it quite a lot too. It's as if there is a void between us and I just never really talk to him. I don't know why that is, it's just like that...I could never really talk informally to him Half Frown and thats just it really. Like Anoukie said, hope it gets better for you.
PostMon Jun 14, 2004 5:02 pm
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Thanks guys.. Smile But I don't know if things will get better.. his moved out to the middle of nowhere with his girlfriend, who thinks that she should be first, and doesn't agree that I should be my dad's first priority.. and I can't see him often... so basically she's getting what she wants, and i'm just getting more distant with my dad.. couldn't even hold up a decent conversation on the phone this afternoon.. but I do hope it gets better some how...

:grouphug:

You guys to Smile
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PostMon Jun 14, 2004 9:19 pm
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It will get better... Hug
same thing happend to me and my dad,
and now everything is getting back the way it was.

And probably thing will get better
between you and your dad... Smile
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PostTue Jun 22, 2004 1:35 pm
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Six Feet Under ? Rickert 2004


The angels are falling,
On this ominous day.
My emotions are calling,
For me to come and play.

But my true feelings,
I?d like to bury.
For I?m forsaken,
With all my fury.

You left without a goodbye,
Leaving me to cry.
In this bleak darkness,
I contemplate my madness.

As this taciturn life I lead,
Fades into a disgusting haze.
My iced heart bleeds,
To forever be in a daze.

In a million pieces my soul shatters,
Because of your blunder.
But it no longer matters,
As I lay six feet under.
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PostWed Sep 08, 2004 7:42 pm
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that waz sad but an awesome peom Thumb
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Oh shiat.. I used to write? Oh wait.. I kinda still do. Anyways.. I was just browsing to see what I had posted in the past and hmm.. it's been a while! Anyways.. here are links to the old things that are still lying about.

Oblivious(Monologue)
Second Changes(Personal Essay)
The Sly White Mouse(Fable)
Assorted Poems
The Missing Boy(Short Story)

And here's some old school poems that I've just dusted off..

In My Closet © Rickert 2005

I used to be afraid
Of all the things, hiding in my closet
The Boogeyman in the shade
He was so upset
That I’d stolen his corner
To hide my deepest secret
I was such a foreigner
I wasn’t able to interpret
These demons, I learnt
Were my own shameful fears
They were only going with the current
As I travelled the desert land of queers
I befriended these demons
While getting used to my new home
Everything left me, including my notions
As I suffered from what people called a syndrome
I was at ease in my new kingdom
‘Till you came along and had the key
And shared with me your wisdom
By doing so, you set me free
The deprivation of true love
Made me weak and hopeless
My demons, I finally let go of
I no longer have to be an actress
To you I will be forever grateful
My fondness and love eternally undying
And captivatingly fateful
I’ve lost you now, there’s no denying
I’ll walk back into the darkness
Where I belong, broken
My efforts aimless
My heart has spoken
Waiting for you, in this solitude
Is what I shall do
Excuse my bluntness, I don’t mean to be crude
But it’s the truth, I do belong to you
Infinite my love for you, is the time I’ll spend
Waiting for the day, for my dreams to come true.

Ode to P-dubs (I wrote this as an ode to the group of friends I graduated with from college)






Two Faced





Invisible Love



Secret Mysteries

Secret Mysteries

For endless years, I've searched with no prevail,
At last, I have uncovered my eighth world wonder.
Imagine, just what we could possibly unveil,
No more asinine idiocies and mind provoking cluster.

You are, the answer to my prayers,
My warmth during frisky winters,
The cure to my chronic despair,
The eraser to my fictional characters.

One day, you'll be mine all mine,
Your kisses forever sweet as candy.
I shall begin my stay on cloud nine,
From then on, everything shall be dandy.

How I ever managed without you,
Still remains an unsolvable mystery.
C'mon, take the stand, this is your cue,
To forever dissolve my misery.

Eternally a prisoner of your affection,
Captured by your undying perfection.
Like a maze, you're an oversized riddle,
That I'll persistantly get to the middle.

Once you've uncovered all the secrets,
There's nothing left that's continuous.
Scratch the surface, beneath the facets,
All you see, what's left is us.

En Garde!

These hostilities savagely rage on,
As my emotions call to arms.
My insides churn, secretly withdrawn
And not even your whimsical charms,
Can help break down my fortress.
Tears and pain are its foundation
And all of a nation's efforts aimless
As it slowly crumbles: a utopian creation,
Battling a war in this fierce heart
Of mine where nothing is coloured.
But this enmity is only at its start
My spirits ready and armoured,
White handkerchief at my side,
The battalion nears the salient
Yet already so much of me has died
And nothing cures this ailment
My once so strong fortress is battered
I will not give into it this time
My hopes and dreams may be shattered
But it's my moment; I will no longer be your mime
This war may be my last, as I will
Stand strong against the horrid storm
Of sickly emotions that make me ill
As we scream 'En Garde' and fight for reform!


I think I have another one lying around here somewhere.. buuut.. I can't seem to find it.. *shrugs*
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PostMon Aug 31, 2009 10:13 pm
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They're absolutely amazing, Mel! Hug You even had me signing in to comment on these Smile
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Awww, thanks! :hug;
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BooBear hey, sorry kinda late.....Well I just wanted to say that these are awsome...they are great, I truly loved the first one "In my closet" I just love it!!!! Hug Hug
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